Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces I'll pull out my heart and I'll feed it to anyone
- Marcus Nikos
- Feb 14
- 3 min read

I'm not living
I'm just killing time
i fill my day with distractions
i kill myself in the gym and could care less how strong i get
do the monotonous bullshit of trying to affect the lives of the greedy stupid weak wannabe rich when they never fucking listen they only hear their voice of cowardice and uncertainty
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps
Just don't leave
Don't leave
I feel better
I feel better now you've gone
I got better
I got better, I got strong
I feel better
I feel better, now there's nothing wrong
I got better
I got better, I got strong
Tell me something
Tell me something I don't know
Tell me one thing
Tell me one thing, let it go
I got something
I got something heaven knows
I got something
I got something I don't know
And we kissed as the sky fell in, holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering you running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
You screamed at the make-believe, screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage to let it all go
Remembering you, fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white, so delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you how you used to be
Slow drowned, you were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes, but I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you
There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces
I'll pull out my heart and I'll feed it to anyone
Crying for comfort, crocodiles cry
For the love of the crowd and the three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky, through the glass of the roof
Through the roof of your mouth, through the mouth of your eye
Through the eye of the needle, it's easier for me
To get closer to heaven than ever feel whole again
I never said I would stay to the end
I'd leave you with babies and hoping for secrecy
Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
Scream with me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery
And stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
And we both of us knew how the end always is
How the end always is
Hey hey, just one more and I'll walk away
All the everything you win turns to nothing today
And I forget when to move when my mouth is this
Dry and my eyes are bursting hearts in a blood-stained sky
Oh it was sweet, it was wild and oh how we
I trembled, stuck in honey
Honey cling to me, so just one more
Just one more go
Inspire in me the desire in me to never go home
Oh just one more and I'll walk away
All the everything you win turns to nothing today
So just one more, just one more go inspire in me
The desire in me to never go home
To never go home
(Doo doo doo doo doo doo)