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Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces I'll pull out my heart and I'll feed it to anyone

  • Writer: Marcus Nikos
    Marcus Nikos
  • Feb 14
  • 3 min read



I'm not living

I'm just killing time

i fill my day with distractions

i kill myself in the gym and could care less how strong i get

do the monotonous bullshit of trying to affect the lives of the greedy stupid weak wannabe rich when they never fucking listen they only hear their voice of cowardice and uncertainty


And true love waits

In haunted attics

And true love lives

On lollipops and crisps

Just don't leave

Don't leave


I feel better

I feel better now you've gone

I got better

I got better, I got strong

I feel better

I feel better, now there's nothing wrong

I got better

I got better, I got strong

Tell me something

Tell me something I don't know

Tell me one thing

Tell me one thing, let it go

I got something

I got something heaven knows

I got something

I got something I don't know


And we kissed as the sky fell in, holding you close

How I always held close in your fear

Remembering you running soft through the night

You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow

You screamed at the make-believe, screamed at the sky

And you finally found all your courage to let it all go


Remembering you, fallen into my arms

Crying for the death of your heart

You were stone white, so delicate

Lost in the cold

You were always so lost in the dark

Remembering you how you used to be

Slow drowned, you were angels

So much more than everything

Hold for the last time then slip away quietly

Open my eyes, but I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words

I could have held on to your heart

If only I'd thought of the right words

I wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you


There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more

Than to feel you deep in my heart

There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more

Than to never feel the breaking apart


Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces

I'll pull out my heart and I'll feed it to anyone

Crying for comfort, crocodiles cry

For the love of the crowd and the three cheers from everyone

Dropping through sky, through the glass of the roof

Through the roof of your mouth, through the mouth of your eye

Through the eye of the needle, it's easier for me

To get closer to heaven than ever feel whole again

I never said I would stay to the end

I'd leave you with babies and hoping for secrecy

Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity

Scream with me over and over and over

I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery

And stains on the carpet and stains on the memory

Songs about happiness murmured in dreams

And we both of us knew how the end always is

How the end always is


Hey hey, just one more and I'll walk away

All the everything you win turns to nothing today

And I forget when to move when my mouth is this

Dry and my eyes are bursting hearts in a blood-stained sky

Oh it was sweet, it was wild and oh how we

I trembled, stuck in honey

Honey cling to me, so just one more

Just one more go

Inspire in me the desire in me to never go home

Oh just one more and I'll walk away

All the everything you win turns to nothing today

So just one more, just one more go inspire in me

The desire in me to never go home

To never go home

(Doo doo doo doo doo doo)

 
 
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