I was as Deep into the Abyss as a Man can go...

people keep writing to me because they want

a quick

fix what's the

answers you're the answer every moment

of your life is the answer that's the

Alchemy every time you're upset and

Disturbed in the school of life you're

being shown Yourself by the mirrors of

the School of Life everyone is a teacher

and everything is a lesson but what do

you do you blame moan and complain act

your teachers and at your lessons and

you don't see the disturb and the upset

which comes up from within you is

showing you a feeling and the feeling is

from your past that is stuck within you

but you think it's them and that that's

disturbing you and upsetting you nothing

is new it's all old stuff it's being

triggered by Design to show you to you

to show you that you are disturbing and

upsetting and suffering

you if a Zen Buddhist monk can become

Zen peaceful enlightened cuz he

practices peace then

Enlightenment if you practice worry

stress frustration anxiety resentment

unforgiving hate if you practice all the

emotions that you're used to you're

going to be pretty damn good at

it so the

antithesis is the School of Life where

you utilize and alchemize everything

that comes up everything that disturbs

you everything that upsets you all your

frustration all your tensions all your

worry all the thoughts that you're

unworthy all the thoughts that you're

unloved all the thoughts that you're not

good enough all the thoughts that you're

unsafe they are all

opportunities to

alchemize you feel the feeling you do

not

react you breathe you sit in it you

don't create a narrative you step back

and watch it and then you go into it and

you feel it and you don't reach to

soothe and ease and

crutch you won't heal that's okay and

you just constantly reach crutch

soothe swipe left swipe right even get

married it's the greatest skate himself

ah finally I've Loved I'm safe and I'm

worthy how's that working for you

eh it's all an inside

job

then you're in this world not of this

world you operate in a very different

place you're not seeking wanting needing

trying there's no results that can make

a damn bit of difference you're

already full you're already loved you're

already safe secure oh don't need

anything but you do what you do with

purpose you do what you do with

passion for no other

reason life is a school of mirrors and

everyone is your teacher and all is a

lesson and if you don't get the lesson

and you don't see that they're your

teachers you will blame on and complain

and you'll feel Disturbed upset insulted

and offended no one can offend you no

one can upset you no one can insult you

you allow it no one is abusive and no

one is toxic and no one is a narcissist

you stay you allow it you accept their

trauma and their pain and their wounds

being projected onto you but you label

them and call them a

label now you stay in your victim it's

Insidious don't want to take full

responsibility and have accountability

then you stay the victim you don't do

the work and you don't rise Elevate and

expand consciously life is a school of

mirrors